Romaji: kimi ni saigo ni uchiake ta yume no hanashi no koto wa umaku itteru yo kimi to iru hazu datta jikan wa shigoto ni uchikon dari nakama to sugoshi tari demo naze darou takusan no hito ni kakoma re te iru toki hodo kono sekaijuu de hitori kiri na ki ga shi te kimi no sugata sagashi te shimau n da
koi shiku te kimi no na o yon da yon da kokoro no mama ni aise ba yokatta "sayonara" no wake o nan do mo kurikaesu owari tsuge ta no ni kese nai
ame wa itsumo yamu toki o oshie te wa kure zu ni tada furitsuduku itsumo to onaji jikan doori no saishuu densha no naka yorisou koibito tachi fui ni kimochi ga ano hi to kasaneru omoi wa ase zu ni jikan wa tatsu no ni kumo no hare nai sora no namida ga mada tomara nai n da
koi shiku te kimi no na o yon da yon da kokoro no mama ni aise ba yokatta okubyou ni natte ta n da tatoeba kimi ga soko ni saku hana nara ba
mizu o sosogi sugi karasu mamori sugi te hizashi tozasu wakara naku naru hodo kimi no koto
I miss you
ama sugiru mitsu wa sono ama sa yue ni kirawa re zetsumyou na baransu ga hora kuzure hajime ta toki kowaku natte nani ga taisetsu ka o wakatta furi shi te hanashi te shimatta ai o
wakare wa deai no hajimari datte iikikase te kyou mo boku wa arui te iku kedo
koi shiku te kimi no na o yon da yon da kokoro ga rikai shi te kure nai n da "sayonara" no wake o nan do mo kurikaesu owari tsuge ta noni
ima wa mou ae nai to wakatte iru noni boku wa mada riyuu o sagashi te iru "sayonara" no wake o nan do mo kurikaesu kokoro ni uso ga ? tsuke naku te ----------------------------------------
Translations: The last honest talk about our dreams I had with you turn out well. The time that I should have spent with you, was spent on work or friends. But why, even though I was surrounded by so many people, I felt like as if I was the loneliest person on Earth. I started searching for your shadow.
I love you; I call your name repeatedly. It would have been great if I could continue loving you. The word "goodbye" was repeated many times. Even though it marks the end, I can't forget you.
The rain never teaches anything, it only continues to fall. Always, at the same time in the last train, people are being accompanied by their lovers. The feelings and desires that keep piling are unexpectedly not fading. Even though time has passed, the clouds won't clear and the tears from the sky still won't stop falling.
I love you; I call your name repeatedly. It would have been great if I could continue loving you. I had become a coward. If you were the flower that blooms,
I have given you too much water such that you wilted; I protected you so much that I had deprived you of sunlight. I have no idea why, but I miss you
Honey that is too sweet, is being hated because of its sweetness. When the perfect balance is broken and it starts to crumble, I became scared. When I understood what was important, I let go of love.
Separation is the beginning of a new rendezvous, you taught me that. Even today, I am still moving on but-
I love you; I call your name repeatedly. My heart still can't understand. The word "goodbye" was repeated many times. Even though it marks the end, I can't forget you.
Even though I am aware that we won't be able to meet again, I am still searching for the reason. The word "goodbye" was repeated many times. I can't deceive my heart. ----------------------------------------
GREAT SONG. Another new (EVEN GREATER) song by them is here: (Gundam 00 Season 2 OP)
the quality sucks though, its a video taken in an Gundam EXPO. Yes, with lots of people making noise.
In the midst of changing blogskin...since i have nothing to do.
8:09 PM
Monday, August 25, 2008
our shared viewpoint on the subject we all hate
I OWNED Daryl in DDR, with a handicap even. (I was playing Difficult while he was playing Basic.)
Bring it on, Alien!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
Oops, I still have tons of POA homework. T_T
(maybe the time will come when i really cry because of POA HW. Yes, its that irritating, frustrating, stressful, hateful, saddening, grieving, depressing, excruciating, tiring, exhausting and most importantly, TIME-KILLING.)
still thinking of more words...
10:04 PM
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Nightmare - M2U (DJ Max Portable 2)
MOST difficult song to play in DMP2. Beats and piano, both extremely fast. And nice. I WILL play and complete Nightmare someday!!! Before that, exams...
God be here? God be there? 웃기지도 않은 이야기, 그렇게 중얼거리던 나
손을 내밀면 마주잡은 것은 "환상", 나에게는 미래가 없다 믿었어 저 멀리 수평선의 끝에 펼쳐진 것은 분명, 닿을 수 없는 절벽일 거라며
The bloody Moon rolled behind the horizon, as the Sun raised up her head ah! 이리오라 속삭이며 손짓하는 희망은 나를 위한 것일까
_ 손을 내밀면 마주잡은 것은 "환상", 나에게는 미래가 없다 믿었어 저 멀리 수평선의 끝에 펼쳐진 것은 분명, 닿을 수 없는 절벽일 거라며
The bloody Moon rolled behind the horizon, as the Sun raised up her head ah! 이리오라 속삭이며 손짓하는 희망은 나를 위한 걸꺼야
The bloody Moon rolled behind the horizon, as the Sun raised up her head ah! 희미하게 유혹하며 손짓하는 희망은 나를 위한 것이겠지
바다여, 오렌지빛 물결이여 부디 오늘까지의 나에게...
My bad Korean language pronounciation would make every Korean laugh without fail. (tried singing this by ear...T_T STILL TRYING TO GET IT RIGHT!!!)
But the vocalist who sang this had bad English pronounciation as well. Similar, aren't we?
I ate WAY lesser compared to back then as well, thanks to 2 nutritionists and a training instructor. One is so called 'innocent', one is the 'retarded Oman', and one's just a swimming freak.
Increase in people asking me to send songs as well. YAY!!! SPREAD JAPANESE MUSIC!!!
And I still have 2 more questions to do for POA. Ah, nothing to rush, finishable in 30 minutes. Or maybe I'm just trying to evade it. YES, THIS IS EVASION!!!
Seriously, they should DRASTICALLY reduce the number of MT tests we have these days. Its siphoning away our energy, and maybe our life span as well. Even my Japanese language school doesn't give this much tests...1 each course only, and its so FREAKING easy.
JLPT is coming!!! Study!!! I will aim for and get distinction!!! GANBARIMASU!!!
Lastly, 'Memoirs' rawk. And my phone now has Korean songs, and some English ones. (DMP2 OST)
But J-Rock songs shall now and forever stay as the majority in my phone!!!
10:19 PM
Monday, August 18, 2008
DINOSAUR DIET
occasionally only, not daily!!! its been so long since i ate at a buffet, where i practically forced the chefs to buy new ingredients, so i thought i should...look at what i typed next. I 'MADE' A BUFFET.
maybe i exaggerated on the chef thingy.
BREAKFAST: 2 buns (wait, this is only the beginning...)
RECESS: 3 'paus', and the blueberry thingy (the food's increasing...)
LUNCH: teriyaki don (finally!!! how long have i not eaten this...)
DINNER: uh, rice meal? (see the next one...)
SUPPER: melon pan ^^, some new italian pretzel bread, and a regular meal at subway. 6 inch bread, by the way. white chocolate cookies rawk!!!
T_T more and more fats...
and i don't regularly exercise...
and i eat a lot...
its the opposite of anorexia, except that i see myself as FREAKING FAT. but i'm lazy to exercise...also, with the piles of work these days, there is a huge decrease in my free time, and i'm sure everyone else's. 'THANKS', especially to POA.
i WILL finish a footlong meal at subway next time. next time when i become thin. maybe that time won't come after all...
I SHOULD DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS. NO, NOT EAT.
10:36 PM
Thursday, August 14, 2008
GIMME MY SLEEP TIME!!!
tomorrow: POA retest, SS test. (REMINDER)
so many tests nowadays, so less time...
also,
I
WANT
TO
SLEEP
EARLY.
damn insomnia. it's freaking taking away my precious sleep time and giving me more obvious 'panda eyes'.
there's also a vocal version, but with people talking. hope they do a proper vocal recording of this song. it would be a shame if they wouldn't. AS THEY WOULD MAKE A BIG LOSS IN PROFIT. (even bigger if people illegally download.)
8/8/08 has passed, 1 year older, 3 more years to go before NS. DAMN. T_T
i received this tissue packet from Norris who picked it up when a Japanese girl dropped it. OMG the texture's really comfortable!!! *RUB* *RUB*~~~
3 worksheets of POA. still haven't finished. DAMN.
BUT. i have passed my POA test!!! 16.5/20!!! IT'S A MIRACLE!!!
i always forget the things i'm going to type. whatever, i don't care anymore. oh, i remembered something. 3 worksheets of POA. UNFINISHED.
9:14 PM
Monday, August 4, 2008
DOES EVERY POST NEED A TITLE!?
by the way, this is the 49th post. most likely the next post will be on 8/8/08, if i survive the punches.
I WENT CRAZY ON SKIP-A-THON!!! oww, my legs still hurt...
I MIRACULOUSLY PASSED MY RECENT POA TEST!!!
JLPT 4'S COMING!!! KAKATEKOI!!!
AND A LOAD OF OTHER TESTS TOO!!! (Bio tomorrow, SS, E Maths etc. DAMN)
'RAINBOWS' COMES OUT TODAY!!! (new single by alice nine. who most of you don't know)
AND I HAVEN'T STUDIED FOR BIO. NO MOOD TO STUDY EITHER. OR BLOG.